“I was really treating all the guilt, shame, regr…

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"Seeing the chaos get worse and worse I knew that…

"Don't you go changing on me alcoholism." —Matt o…

"I remember the pharmacist—or the guy in the whit…

"When we were drinking, each day (looked) a lot l…

"I was on (an) emotional relapse and decided to t…

"I decided to pick up, and I decided to do it by …

"I had to take a water bottle filled with vodka w…

"(The relationship) helped me realize just how ed…