Listen, we’ve all got a lot on our plates these days. Between the pandemic, the insurrection, and a crumbling economy, who really has time to worry about the Golden Globe or the SAG Awards noms? Well, Hollywood does! Every year without fail, the stars drag out their botoxed butts to get their accolades and this year will be no exception.

Heather Brooker on the red carpet for the 2020 SAG Awards.

But this year will look difference because the nominations will be virtual as will most of the awards shows. The Academy Awards still haven’t confirmed whether they are having an in-person event but they have until April to decide. So for now, I’ll be covering the celebrations from my couch. Which should be a celebration in itself!  I dread major awards shows. As a multimedia journalist, I do everything on my own. I shoot, write, edit and produce my own content for work so being able to work from home makes my job exponentially easier.

Heather Brooker on the red carpet for the 2020 Academy Awards.

And although I do love getting that awesome shot in front of the Oscars sign, I spend the next 5 hours standing shoulder to shoulder with press from around the world all vying for a soundbite from whatever stars will stop and talk to us. Most of them don’t, to be honest. Either their publicists tell them to only talk to the big outlets, or they just don’t want to stop. But I stand there without fail, calling their names in the hopes they will come over and give me a quick interview that will be outdated as soon as their category is awarded.

It’s exhausting and somewhat humiliating to be a press member on the red carpet, especially if you’re with a small outlet. Don’t get me wrong, KNBC isn’t small but it’s an affiliate. And when I say bigger outlets I mean “Access Hollywood,” “Entertainment Tonight” and “Extra.” Those are big national outlets who only cover entertainment instead of covering 59 minutes of hard news, than 1 minute of entertainment which is what we do. I totally get why they prioritize the way they do but it still makes my job more challenging than it should be.

Heather Brooker on the red carpet for the 2020 Golden Globes.

Now after all that, do you even care about who gets nominated? My guess is most people don’t. We have so many things to give our attention to right now that involve life and death situations for millions of Americans. And honestly,  maybe these awards shows will be a welcome distraction for everyone who has been stuck at home watching hours of film and television. But regardless, I will be covering this with my usual joy and excitement because as much of a grind as it is on the red carpet, I do still love show business. I love the pomp and circumstance and the idea that someday even a lowly reporter/actor like myself could be up on that stage accepting an award. And yes, I’ll probably try some botox just so I fit in.