The Wealthy Goddess with Isis Jade
DELIGHT: Episode 1 – From Enslavement & Near Death to Spiritual Liberation
ISIS shares her remarkable life story and what she has come to learn. From a near-death drowning that awakened her psychic gifts, to abduction, slavery and nearly dying, ISIS documents what she has transcended to become an awakened teacher that shares wisdom, love and light with all her followers and students.
First of all, I want to invite you into my life. We all have stories, dear one. We have all experienced trauma to some extent over the course of our lives. It is what we as humans, have in common.
One night, I was finishing up with a client when my car wouldn't start. A co-worker who was at my client's event with me offered to drive me home. I agreed, but I felt very uncertain about it. I brushed it aside, because by then I had learned to stuff all my intuition and "higher function" down and ignore it. I followed him but the next thing I remember is waking up in a dirty, soiled bed, in a room I did not recognize, naked and in excruciating pain...
I spent the next six months as a slave. I was forced to service men, clean the place, and when I wasn't in use, I spent most of my time in a small, dark crawlspace built into the back of a closet. Sometimes it would be hours before I was let out, sometimes days. I had been chained, drugged, raped, beaten, strangled and many times I left my body.
Trafficking, human slavery is the second fastest growing criminal industry in the world, second only to illegal arms trade. It surpasses drugs. The average slave in today's market goes for between $90-$400. One day, I was taken to a hotel where I was examined by a buyer. A middle eastern man who offered $15,000 for me because I looked no older than 14. he believed with my pale skin, green eyes and beautiful hair, he could make a fortune off me back in his country.
However, my captor by then had decided to keep me for himself.
Traffickers are extremely smart. Very careful, and very skilled at what they do. I was allowed time on good behavior. He allowed phone calls once a week that he monitored. He threatened with raping and killing my children after he broke every bone in their body if I didn't comply carefully with every instruction. I was scripted on every word I spoke.
During the second month of my captivity, I had tried to escape. He caught me, and took me out in the middle of the desert a hundred miles out of the city in the dead of night. Out there, he stripped me naked and forced me to dig my own grave with a shovel while he held a gun pointed at me. It took me hours. He threatened me with dumping me and my daughters there in that if I ever mentioned a word of this to anyone.
After I escaped, my life was never the same. I was an agoraphobic. Every van that looked like his I would hide. For months I couldn't walk down the street alone. I couldn't even go to the store. I was terrified he would find me and this time, take my daughters and hurt them as he threatened to do.
I would not sleep at night, Instead, I would go through the house, with a huge knife in my hand and check every door, every window, no less than thirty times. I often sat in the middle of my living room, late at night feeling his hands around my neck strangling me. I had severe panic attacks and severe PTSD that was set of by the littlest thing.
I never invited anyone to my home. I had very few friends. I could pretend to be nice enough to get work, and worked well with others. My managers said I was one of the most accommodating, friendly and hard working employees they ever had. little did they know I had to vomit four- five times before entering the work place where I would be overwhelmed by the sheer number of people, and at least six or seven times throughout the day. I lived in a near constant state of severe anxiety, terror and panic.
People think the trauma in the midst of captivity is the worst. I tell you this, your mind creates monsters for years after. Even through all the therapy, all the work all the help,