A giant fear in life is to not live up to expectations. What if I am not good enough? What if I crash and burn? What if I am not liked? I am an imposter aren't I?
We are constantly looking for ways to not live our life by our standards. This comes from fear of selfishness, lack, and vision. You have made it this far in life, why not get what you want instead of living in pain. You will only go as far as you are willing to see. 
What steps will you take to live your best life? You are your choices you make. Trust yourself enough to make your choices the best for you.