What happens when your religious faith and sexual identity directly contradict one another? Josh Tranen lived with this contradiction for years. Even while studying in an orthodox Yeshiva in Israel, Tranen struggled to reconcile his beliefs with his identity. But when attitudes towards marriage in the US shifted, Tranen found his relationship to his religion changing as well. Producer Phoebe PetrovicEditor Jonathan I HirschSound Designer Jonathan I. HirschAssociate Producer Nora LindeEpisode Art by Steph Tan Music by Gunnar Johnsén, Anders Ekengren, Måns Billner, Jack Elphick, & Gavin Luke