This week John talks about beginning to put together a calendar of events that he will enter. He'll be fully vaccinated soon and the upshot is that he may actually have to get in shape. Patrick has been thinking about the letdown that can come at the end of a crisis. Once the danger is in the rear view mirror, it's not uncommon to have everything we didn't permit ourselves to feel to come crashing down on us in a big wave of melancholy, or worse.