“I remember doing it, and I remember making the conscious effort. But it really wasn’t me … but it was me. It’s a really hard thing to explain.” Listen To Episode 18 Show Notes That was Shana, describing what she was feeling just after swallowing handfuls of pills during a suicide attempt.  Shana was the … Continue reading "#18 A Monster, Saved By Her Knight In Shining Armor – Body Dysmorphic Disorder and Suicide"