It been a long time since September things are the same and nothing changes

Update on life

Two days after my birthday I tell you all I went through these past days and how I almost killed my self

How I feel about my birthday the fear it brings me the pain it brings me the bad thoughts it brings me

Things have building up in my mind just need to say it

Update on my life the fear I am having of me finally acting and killing my self

A quick thought I had to tell someone about telling my family about me wanting to kill my self

I am 25 since the age of 12 I thought of killing my self this podcast is really for me to just let go everything I have in my mind that been messing with me for years