Orgasmic Living

Orgasmic Living


Does Orgasmic Living Include Falling Apart?

November 25, 2019

The Answer is YES. Falling apart is a vital part of change.
I just got back from SK Live which is a 2-day pole dancing event with Sheila Kelley that centers on feminine movement your body loves. If you guys have been with me for a while I talk a lot about how movement, wait for this, it’s funny. Movement actually MOVES stuck stuff in your body. Stuck emotions, stuck memories, the stuck junk; the heavy stuff; the stuff that weighs us down.
So for two days we were moving our bodies AND moving stuck stuff.
It was glorious AND sometimes when you move the stuff that is stuck, that you maybe didn’t even know was there, or didn’t want to know was there, emotion bubbles to the surface and water comes out your eyeballs. And sometimes A LOT of water comes out your eyeballs, uncontrollably.
This is one way of letting ourselves fall apart, allowing all of the EVERYTHING to come to the surface and acknowledge it and then just LET. IT. OUT.
Letting yourself fall apart so that you can come back together greater and more whole.
Falling apart is about things needing to change in your life!
Letting go of old patterns, old thoughts, old resentments to create space and fertile ground for new growth.
Now I just want to point out that sometimes when you are falling apart you may not know what it is about, it is okay, you do not need to.
Just let the old go!
Check out the video for more on this here:

When I was sobbing it wasn't because of a particular story I was aware of at the time. I wasn't sobbing because there was a particular dramatic event that had happened recently. The sobbing was just what my body needed to do in that moment to release the old and stuck.
Letting ourselves sob and fall apart can be scary, especially when we have been hiding or stuffing the emotions down deep.
Instead of stuffing all of that stuck stuff back down, CHOOSE BRAVERY.
CHOOSE to let yourself FALL APART.
I chose bravery. I chose to sob. I chose letting go of control and surrendering in the moment.If I can do it, I know you can too!
Do you let yourself fall apart? Or do you stuff it back down into the dark shadows?
The Quiet After The Storm
After the sobbing and falling apart, I realized my sobbing had melted a whole bunch of invisible barriers that I had with my body and in my life.
Now I have even MORE access to Living Orgasmically. I have even MORE access to the energies of joy and pleasure. I have more access to all of me.
And if that wasn’t enough the sobbing melted a lot of my barriers to receiving from other people.
We never know what will show up when we give ourselves the gift of falling apart, but what I know to be true is you will always get more of you, the true you.
Did you know shoes can teach us lessons about life AND falling apart?
Well mine can! Let’s have too much fun with this next part! Check out my gorgeous dance shoes!!

Just as a side-note There is a gift that comes with boots and shoes and high heels; there is an actual energy that gets activated in your body when you put on shoes that your body loves, and with really HIGH SHOES there is an orgasmic delicious sexual energy that gets activated. Treat yourself sometime to at least trying them on, even if you never intend to buy them!
Shoe #1-The tall black lace-up stilettos(far left in image)
These were the first boots that I ever bought for dance. I loved them then and I still love them now. They're hot, and they make me feel hot when I wear them. They create a lot of yumminess for my body, and I love the sensation of having these holes in between the fabric. They’re also extremely comfortable, and yet they are now falling apart, literally as they shed black particles every time I wear them. I also learned from wearing them so regularly and loving on them that their support was no longer ...