A Real Affliction: BPD, Culture, and Stigma
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After Life and building a life worth remembering with BPD and EMDR
Would you choose to hold on to a bad memory for eternity? In this bonus episode, I explain how EMDR therapy and a rewatch of the glorious Japanese film, After Life, made me reflect on memory. Hirokazu Kore-eda, director, After Life (1998 film) American
“A Vulnerability Artist Who Fights Ableism”: Dr. Merri Lisa Johnson on BPD
What does writing from the frontline of BPD look like? If the author is borderline up-ender Dr. Lisa Johnson, it looks and sounds like a witty, raw, and dazzling conflagration. In this interview, she and I discuss her memoir, Girl in Need of a Tourniquet:
Movement therapy for BPD with psychotherapist Ellis Amdur
Can movement therapy support people with BPD? In this interview, psychotherapist, licensed martial artist, and acclaimed writer Ellis Amdur describes his success with teaching baduanjin qigong, a Chinese breathing and movement system, to a patient sufferi
“There is no final destination for a human being”: Psychotherapist Ellis Amdur
How do therapists come to think of BPD after a long career? In this conversation with Ellis Amdura retired psychotherapist, award-winning writer, and licensed martial artisthe offers his perspective on BPD, including what a background in Jungian psychol
“He was provoking all these symptoms he had wanted to cure”: Nina Shope, author of Asylum
How have power dynamics between doctors and patients changed over the past century and a half? In my second and final interview with Nina Shope, author of the award-winning historical novelAsylum, we talk about the complicated relationship between neurol
“I was fascinated with showing the things behind hysteria that were being erased”: Nina Shope on Asylum
What did BPD look like in the 19th century? It looked like hysteria, a phenomenon that puzzled doctors and fascinated the public. In this episode, I interview Nina Shope, author of the award-winning historical novel Asylum, which explores the power dynami
"Insurance companies are breaking the law": Paula Tusiani-Eng of Emotions Matter
How can we access expensive care? In the US, being diagnosed with BPD is often the first step in an odyssey through a complex and unjust health care system. In the second part of my interview with Paula Tusiani-Eng, co-founder of Emotions Matter, she disc
What I wish I’d known about getting a PhD with BPD
In this solo bonus episode, I talk about what I learned while getting my MA and PhD at Berkeley and offer tips for anyone who wants to pursue a higher education degree while managing their BPD. It can be done!
“How do I meet other people with BPD?”: Paula Tusiani-Eng of Emotions Matter
What do people with BPD need? When Paula Tusiani-Eng co-founded a BPD non-profit after the tragic loss of her sister Pamela, she realized that we often need more community support. In this interview, Paula tells me about Pamela’s struggle with BPD in the
“I Love Us”: Melanie Goldman on living with and treating BPD
How can people with BPD find their voice? In this candid interview, the radiant and loving Melanie Goldman (@mindovermelanie) tells me her story of lived experience with BPD, from the shock of the diagnosis to the joys of advocacy and reclaiming her voice